Ultimate

The most ultimate thing I can say
Is that I have learned that life is pain
And everyday since then
has been the happiest of my life

It simply applies to everything, making all things feel fluid and natural.
I am not committed to rotting, nor am I in denial that I will rot
I look forward to everything I do and everything is fun.
There seems to be no dark side, save for the inexpressibility of the ultimate
There is no point to communicating it, if communicating it helps anyone but you understand it.
So then here, where it can sit alone as the writing of anyone
My state sits.
Because there are questions I must still answer for myself
And they all start with why.